not strong enough

i am a girl

who try my best not to fall in love

but you!

you !

you flirt me

you treat me very well

you always make me smile

and you make me fall for you

i can't believe that

i  fall in love with you

even though i had tried not to believe you

tried to convince myself that you are just a sweet talker

 but i failed to control my feeling

every time you make me laugh,

i like you more

every time you treat me well,

i like you more

every time you share everything with me,

i like you more

more and more and more

congratulation boy! 

you are successfully make me fall in love with you !

i fall harder when you tell me that you love me deeply

i feel so happy texting with you day and night

on the phone with you at the night

skype with you

i just can feel that i am happy with a boy

after one year stuck in the moment with him

unfortunately, everything just for a while

i can't understand the way your dad thinks

the way your dad controls you

seems like you are still a little child

you feel tension

you feel controlled

you feel like everything you did was wrong

you can't think straight

you talked like you wanna do something inane

and me become the one who have to calm you down

to persuade you to focus on the golf train

to advise you not to do something stupid

now,we are rarely contact each other

you feel afraid to text me as your coach also keeps eyes on you

maybe it is your dad's order

i can do nothing except try to be patient

and waiting for your message

nonetheless, i am not strong enough 

not to miss you

frankly speaking, i do miss you a lot A !

i hope you feel the same way :(

XOXO

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kawan baru

hai awak!

apa nama awak?

oh muhd afif bin muhd razif

terima kasih abah sebab 

temukan kami

main golf, kenal lah kita 

awak duduk pulau pinang

tak ada lah jauh sangat

eh saya kenal orang baru selalunya melalui permainan golf

golf golf golf

awak seorang yang amat lawak

suka buat lawak

bergurau senda dengan ayahanda saya

melihat telatah abah dan awak,memang dah macam budak2

kelakar tau!

hehehehehe

awak dengan saya pun asyik buat lawak

awak selalu lah buat saya ketawa

tersenyum

meluangkan masa saya dengan awak pun tak ada rugi apa2

saya seronok !

abah saya pun nampak okey jee

pelik juga

kita baru kenal tapi sudah kelihatan amat akrab

sentiasa berdua ke hulu ke hilir di kelab golf itu

bak kata adik awak yang pemalu itu kpd ibu awak

'abg afif bercinta dengan kak ain'

hahahahahahahaah

habis lah malu awak dgn mama

nasib baik mama awak okey sahaja

tapi nanti saya pula yang malu apabila berdepan dgn beliau

awak,harap dapat lah lagi jumpa awak afif ;)

inilah dia

XOXO

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gathered gathered gathered !

all ex students of group 185 sem 1 2011/2012

were gathered that night

barbeque night !

yum yum yum ~

i dont know what to talk about the event

but in short, the event was so fantastic ! ;)

the boys are so sporting and CRAZY 

they love to tease and joke

besides, the chickens and sausages were delightful

here some pictures of that night

us !

the chickens

yum yum yum ~ =P

 i like like this one !

with aisyah,
my good friends, fathin and azah

i do love both of you so much ! ♥ ♥

thanks to the boys for organised the event

i adore all of you !

XOXO

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welcome to Bukit Cerakah a.k.a Taman Pertanian Malaysia !

it is located at Shah Alam, Kuala Lumpur

6.50 a.m, i called Hazim Ikram

didn't answered

keep calling until 50 times

can you imagine ?

50 misscalls ?

planned to go there at 8 a.m

but he kept silent without any news

i thought it was cancel

and i started to fed up to call him -_-'

suddenly, at 9.20

he text and said he was on his way to UIAM

okay at about 10 a.m., we went to the fascinating place

 around 10.45 a.m, we were safely reached there

Alhamdulillah

we went around the park

snap snap for sure

the place is not bad

and i advise you to go there

the entrance fee is only RM3

so cheap okay !

i definitely sure everybody can afford it

lets straight to the picture

and let me introduce my friends

my crazy friends XD

that girl's name is Nurafzan
she is from Kelantan
she is taking Nursing course

she is a polite and shy gurl ;)

the boy's name is Mohd Faiz
he is staying at Bangi, Kuala Lumpur
he is taking Medic course
so, doctor to be
he's such a crazy and sporting friend
i like to be his friend

and this boy's name is Mohd Hadzim Ikram
he is staying at Klang
he is taking Engineering course
he is a funny, sporting, caring and crazy too
i feel comfortable staying by his side
yeah, he is the one who drove the car to the park
actually, he has a good voice. perhaps ~ XD

i love this photo !
thanks Hazim for snapped it :))


perfect couple don't we ?
HAHAHAHAHA
no no. he is someone else own
we are just friend

last but not least, i was having so much fun on that day
thanks Hazim for the present
hehehe
he said he brought me to the park as my birthday present
you treated me very well

XOXO

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happy birthday to me !

happy birthday to me !

happy birthday to the most beautiful girl !

happy birthday to me ! 

HAHAHAHA

i wished it for myself 

yeah 10 April is my birthday

you know what

i really wanted to go home on that day

unfortunately, i couldn't !

just because the date was on Tuesday

no leave ! ;(

what a pity

nonetheless, i still felt happy as my friends did wished
and celebrated my birthday

even though there wasn't a birthday party dedicated for me

they treated me

they gave some presents

oh thanks a lot my dears 

i love you all ! 

mom, thank you and love you !

she gave me something as birthday present

guess what ?

a jubah !

i totally love it !

my favourite colour , blue

thanks to Azah, Fathin and Fara for the perfume

it smells good 

i do like it

thanks to my best buddy, Atiqah for the Holy Quran

it is nice and i adore it

i will try my best to keep read it

insyaAllah :)

thanks to my sweet roommates , Nina and Hana for the cake
with different flavour
they quite delicious

 thanks to others too 

may Allah bless all of you

XOXO

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welcome to The Wetland Park, Putrajaya !

an exciting place to go

yeah me and others went to that place on the date shown

Kayak and Aquatic Treasure Hunt !

lets me share with you guys about the schedule of the program

at 7.00 a.m, we gathered in front of the Mahallah Office

me as a security guard for the program needed to take the attendance HAHA

at about 7.45 a.m, we went there by bus imported from the outside

the journey took about one hour only

arrived there around 8.45 a.m

snapped snapped snapped while waited for our fellow, Madam Shifa

after the registration had done, we exuberantly gathered for the briefing session

the conductor showed how to wear the safety jacket and 

how to use the paddle of kayak and canoe

we had to divide into 10 groups

4 person per group

Nina, Bashirah, Jehan, and me were one group

as the game started,we were so eager to find the password and balls

me and nina kayaked and the other two were canoed

we tried our best to find all those needed things

back and forth, went around the lake

Alhamdulillah, we found all of them

and rushed to the conductor to get the question paper

the questions were quite tough!

it took some times to answer them -_-'

at about 12.00 noon, we had our lunch

delightful chicken rice !

it was really delicious. no doubt ! ;)

 then, the announcement for the game had made

my group got number 5

what to do. maybe it was not our fortune to be the first place

but we still grateful for what we got

picture picture !

because of the wifi is so damn slow,the pictures cannot be upload
sorry guys
will be upload next time
insyaAllah

XOXO

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wrong

all those crazy thing you said 

you left them running through my head

all those crazy things we did

didn't think about it, just went with it

you always there, you every where

♫ ♫ ♫ ♫ ♫ ♫ ♫

i thought the memories mean something to you

but i was wrong

definitely wrong

we knew each other

we become a friend

closer and closer

we spent our time together

we grabbed every opportunities we had to meet up

 we talked 

we laughed

 we argued 

we sulked 

we persuaded

and others

maybe it looks something special in my side

but how about yours?

NOTHING

what a miserable truth !

you never feel the same way as i do

yeah, perhaps it is true what my daddy told me

students of mckk only like to play around

they approached girls very well

treat them great

and then left without say any words

you said ' i think an old sweet memories will be hard to forget 

because i appreciate all of them. you wouldn't know it'

dude, everybody can say they appreciate every single memories

but word without action means nothing

i am wondering

how can it be nothing special happened after what we have been through together?

maybe you are a heartless person

maybe i am just a doll for you

maybe ... whatever

the way you said was liked you wont loss me

but you just let me walk away

why should i stay as you don't need me anymore ?

why should i stay as you already have her ?

why should i stay as you do nothing to make me stay ?

think about it babe

use your brilliant brain to consider it

XOXO

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